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massochism) wrote2023-12-22 02:50 pm
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25 / male / gay / 3♦
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Hello, my name is Olivine. I'm a priest of the God of Klein, and I enjoy helping others in my free time. I'm also a healer, so if you ever find yourself in need, please don't hesitate to seek me out for assistance or conversation or both.
I like to think myself quite easy to get along with, and I'm happy to make friends and acquaintances. I've been told I can be a little too optimistic sometimes, but I can't really help it. Ah, and I've been working on myself of late to become more self-confident, with the help of others around me.
For the moment, I'm just looking to make connections. If I can, I'd also like to find something to do with myself—I have experience with several creative endeavours.
I may not be able to offer much now, but I hope to become more helpful in the future. Please bear with me in the interim.
As I mentioned before, I'm a healer and a priest. I also know a fair bit of magic, at least how it works in my own world. On top of that, I enjoy painting and writing.
I have a penchant for trying new things, even when they may seem strange. I'm quite... resilient, when it comes to that.
Oh, I don't know. I like a lot of fantasy books, especially ones with intrigue and romance in them, as well as tomes and history books. I also quite enjoy church music, though... I suppose I just like music in general. Things that are pleasant to listen to and soothe the heart.
I haven't gotten a chance to experience much in the way of food, personally. I do love home-cooked meals and fresh breads, things that are flavourful and comforting.
Well... I think my ideal partner would be someone strong-willed, confident, and warm-hearted. Someone kind and understanding, who can accept me as I am.
Mm... and it wouldn't hurt if he was someone playful and a bit rough. I like it when I'm taken by surprise, in all senses of the word, by someone I trust. Of course... it's also best if they can handle a little playfulness in return.
WINE
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
BATH
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
PIRATES
.05 TITS OR ASS
TITS
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
ROUGH SEX
ENFJ-T
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He knows how it is, not to see yourself the way others around you do.
He reaches up, running his fingers through the other's hair. ]
I don't know enough about your past to answer some of those questions, [ he says after a moment, his voice soft. ] But... I know how it is. To not believe it, even though the others around me do. But I think...
[ He sighs. Maybe there's nothing he can say that others haven't already, but.. ]
You're special, Olivine. And the things you see as failures... I'm sure that in the eyes of others, they're nothing so drastically terrible.
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[He struggles a lot with the idea, of course. If his failures weren't so drastic, then what did that make his punishments? Once in a while, he can still feel them, even though the marks and scars are gone or faded to practical nothingness.
Kaveh's hands keep him from falling headfirst into all of those thoughts and emotions. Brushing through his hair, they soothe much of the ache he has to nurse.]
... I'm glad that you think so. [quiet, honest.] It's not—mmn. That is to say, it's hard to talk about it. Perhaps they're not so significant to others, but it's been... difficult to see past the expectations I was taught. And I always wanted to make my parents happy. It's been... easier, being here, since I can't worry about getting a letter from them about what I've done wrong this time.
Not to mention I have wonderful people like you with me.
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He sighs, pressing a soft kiss into the other man's hair. ]
You haven't done anything wrong here. Time and time again, you've done the best you could under the circumstances we've been given. It hasn't been easy for any of us. But I'm proud of you.
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His words are—overwhelming, at least a little. Olivine still isn't used to hearing it, even though it's happened repeatedly in his time here and with the clan members and Eiden.]
I...
[without much thought, he buries himself against Kaveh's side all the more, blinking back tears as his arms wrap around his friend's waist. The instinct to dismiss what he's done is strange, but so strong. And the last thing he wants is for Kaveh to feel like his words are being dismissed besides.]
... thank you. I'm... I'm glad. Truly.
[He nearly rambles on, right back into that negative space, but catches himself enough to hold his tongue and just nuzzle the other man's shoulder. His tongue feels uncharacteristically clumsy and he just wants to bask in this feeling of not being alone, now.]
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He doesn't draw attention to it, simply hugs the other that little bit closer—and remains doing so for a while in silence, until he's sure that the worst of it must have passed. Only then does he pull back, offering Olivine a small, quiet smile. ]
C'mon, let's enjoy this wine. I have snacks, too. We'll feel better if we eat and drink a little.