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Hello, my name is Olivine. I'm a priest of the God of Klein, and I enjoy helping others in my free time. I'm also a healer, so if you ever find yourself in need, please don't hesitate to seek me out for assistance or conversation or both.
I like to think myself quite easy to get along with, and I'm happy to make friends and acquaintances. I've been told I can be a little too optimistic sometimes, but I can't really help it. Ah, and I've been working on myself of late to become more self-confident, with the help of others around me.
For the moment, I'm just looking to make connections. If I can, I'd also like to find something to do with myself—I have experience with several creative endeavours.
I may not be able to offer much now, but I hope to become more helpful in the future. Please bear with me in the interim.
As I mentioned before, I'm a healer and a priest. I also know a fair bit of magic, at least how it works in my own world. On top of that, I enjoy painting and writing.
I have a penchant for trying new things, even when they may seem strange. I'm quite... resilient, when it comes to that.
Oh, I don't know. I like a lot of fantasy books, especially ones with intrigue and romance in them, as well as tomes and history books. I also quite enjoy church music, though... I suppose I just like music in general. Things that are pleasant to listen to and soothe the heart.
I haven't gotten a chance to experience much in the way of food, personally. I do love home-cooked meals and fresh breads, things that are flavourful and comforting.
Well... I think my ideal partner would be someone strong-willed, confident, and warm-hearted. Someone kind and understanding, who can accept me as I am.
Mm... and it wouldn't hurt if he was someone playful and a bit rough. I like it when I'm taken by surprise, in all senses of the word, by someone I trust. Of course... it's also best if they can handle a little playfulness in return.
WINE
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
BATH
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
PIRATES
.05 TITS OR ASS
TITS
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
ROUGH SEX
ENFJ-T
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Then, how about we meet for lunch then? Do you have any special requests or any dietary restrictions?
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I'll see you then!
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Until then, be well, Weiss.
[making Ragna make food for a conversation about a present for him (probably)...]
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[ She purposely doesn't give any ideas for dessert so Olivine can decide on his own. He can bring whatever he likes! Weiss will likely eat it if it's sweet. (She does not have a sweet tooth.)
If Ragna joins their lunch
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[he'll probably bring something light for dessert, but it'll definitely be sweet.
but that's for later, of course. for now he's just going to prepare what he needs to meet her for said lunch.]
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While she holds off on a tour for now, she does bring Olivine to the dining, rather than offering to eat at the kitchen bar like she usually does with Ragna. Their lunch, prepared by the subject of their conversation is roast chicken, mashed potatoes, and salad, and anything else that Olivine's decided to add to their menu.
The jewellery talk can be for later though, not unless Olivine brings it up already as they eat. The necklace she took a picture of is around her neck though, as it's something she wears constantly with her outfits. As for her food, Weiss doesn't eat much to begin with, so she's pretty quick with the food on her plate since there isn't a lot. ]
So, you didn't have to fight another recently, did you?
[ Catching up as they eat... ]
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really, that's all he comments on right now, not wanting to rush Weiss in her explanation in the first place. which means that there's nothing to waylay that question, and it gets a blink out of the priest.]
Fight another...? No, I can't say I have. I do my daily training and have sparring partners sometimes, but that's about it. [a pause.] Did you have to deal with something like that, Weiss?
[concern...]
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[ The mess? It's figuratively and literally. Paintcum all over the walls thanks to all the people she'd been fucking... ]
I mean, she got married to someone?! And even bought the rings using my chips! And then she went around to try and get more cards and was acting like a- like a complete slut!
[ She is SCANDALISED, Olivine! The horror. ]
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But in the moment, he just reaches out to gently take Weiss' hand, comforting.]
I'm glad you weren't hurt, at least. And—if you need any assistance in mending any relationships because of her actions, please feel free to seek me out. I'm quite good at listening.
[There's. There's something almost dangerous??? Under that statement. As a protective older brother... he gets like this sometimes over people he cares for.]
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[ She's so critical of herself, of course she knows what her weak points are. Though she didn't really get into a big fight with her double. An altercation took place between her, Ragna, and their doubles, but there wasn't any damage done.
Olivine's hand does get squeezed though, because of all the stress and whining she's doing. ]
I don't think I need any help with that. I think... I got Hiyori's card for some reason but I think the two of us can figure that out together.
[ Or they can NOT talk about it because WHY WOULD THEY!!! ]
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[Honestly, he doesn't even question if Ragna was there or not—by this point, he's seen how deeply they care about each other anyway.]
Ah... yes, that does sound like a circumstance between the two of you. [or not. He understands.] But that offer also stands at any time, if you need an ear.
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[ Weiss means it!! Though she understands that she's already asking for a lot from Olivine with her little favour. That's enough for her for now. ]
Oh... this is a weird question, but. . . do you have a boyfriend?
[ Or is there anybody he likes? It's related to why she wants to commission him, she swears. ]
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[He's very simple in that way. But her question makes him blink once, twice, before giving a bit quite shy little laugh.]
I do... though, only Eiden is really "official" among them. [There's like, five or more now probably...] why do you ask?
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[ Wait, what does that mean? She thinks she understands the non-exclusivity, given the place, but also. . . ]
Does it mean Eiden doesn't know about the others?
[ She remembers Eiden being the person Olivine was searching for months ago, but she's honestly never met him! Maybe she should pay this guy a visit someday just to see if he's good enough for Olivine. 😤 ]
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[he'll spare her the details of the literal orgy they had together...]
What I meant is that Eiden is... really the only one I've made it clear to, as far as how deep my feelings go. I wouldn't want to make them feel pressured to change anything when I'm perfectly content to stay where I am.
[this is also why he's only recently made it official with Eiden. they're dumbasses.]
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So, do you care for all of them as much as you do for Eiden? What was the difference then and now that the two of you are official?
[ Please bear with her, Olivine. She's now fishing for more answers. ]
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[He has to think about it, because Olivine truly has a broad feeling of love. But especially in the past few months...]
There are still different feelings with others, of course, given how different the circumstances of our meetings were. But when it comes to Eiden and me... not much has changed. I'm happy when he's smiling, with me or with anyone else he cares for.
For us, becoming something official was more about really cementing that no matter our feelings for others, or our struggles... we will always have a home in the other. No matter how dark things may become, we can always reach for each other for help and comfort.
[a soft laugh, as he rests a hand over his chest.]
Of course, that was already true for us... but it's something we both needed to hear.
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A home in the other... Yeah, that makes sense.
[ His laugh gets her to smile in turn, and it brings some confidence in her, too. ]
Right. So, about the necklaces... I suppose I should provide a bit of context? Or would you rather talk about it after we eat?
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[As always, he's perfectly patient in these matters. However long it takes her to find words or explain, the priest is personally just happy that she's doing something for her feelings.
And that he can help with those plans, but shh.]
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I didn't mean to shift the focus on me! I just- what you said was something I needed to hear, I think.
[ She takes a deep breath when her hands are back on her lap. By now, she's had a few bites of her meal, but it'll take her a while longer to finish it all because she'll be telling him a story. ]
There's someone here I really... like. [ It says a lot about how Weiss sees Olivine that she can tell him this outright, but she's also gathered all the courage she could possibly get just to contact him in the first place. ] He asked me to be his girlfriend, but I said no because I was scared.
Being in this place makes things complicated. We can't exactly be exclusive and. . . and I really don't like that. I just think that we'd argue so much about it, when we had the Hearts game, it was already so painful to not have all my strings linked with his. What if we got into a really big argument over a game and he'd leave?
[ That's the most she can say about it, because anything else might be hypocritical. She'll still play the game after all, even if she wishes that she didn't. That she could just be intimate with one other person. Sharing her flaws and her insecurities like this gets her to look down at her food though, fingers in her lap fidgeting, because she feels ashamed to open up like this. She likes Olivine and doesn't want his opinion of her to change because she can get jealous or possessive. ]
He said that nothing would change between us even if I said no, that he'd still be here, but... the more days passed, the more everything hurt. The more scared I started to feel. And I... I've changed my mind. Even if I'm scared, it would still be better than this.
[ Weiss hasn't really said anything about who this necklace is for, but there's really only one other person who's living in this suite with her. He even made their food for them. It's probably obvious who she's talking about at this point, if it wasn't from the start. She pauses after telling a bit of her story, only to look back at Olivine, her blue eyes looking watery already as they seek validation and understanding. ]
Because I said no, I didn't give him a home, huh?
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[there's nothing more than understanding and empathy in his voice, and Olivine rises to step around the table, kneel down and pull her into a hug. it's nothing he's asked permission for, but he hopes she'll allow it. either way, he'll stay here to be mostly on her level, for the importance of this particular conversation.]
It's natural to be afraid. Especially in this circumstance, where you're treading ground you've not tread before... but the best of relationships don't change just because of an argument. And you didn't deny him a home just because you couldn't say yes at that moment.
[she hasn't said who it is, indeed, but he doesn't try to hide that he knows.]
He cares for you deeply, and I have no doubt he would understand that you needed time. You can rest assured that, whatever he feels for others, there's a large space in his heart reserved only for you, Weiss.
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Still, because it's said to her now, she understands these words and will take them to heart.
Olivine might feel Weiss stiffen from the hug, but that's not because she doesn't want it. She's just not used to it. And as she listens, she keeps to herself, only making a soft noise of surprise when it comes to her that Olivine might just know who she's talking about, or that he might know more than what she's told him just now. Even still, she makes no point of returning the hug just yet, but she does lean on him. Her heart races all the more when it seems like even Ragna's told Olivine a thing or two. . .
Tears fall from the corner of her eyes, but she holds back any sobs or any noises related to it. ]
If Ragna said that, then I really need to make it up to him... [ She takes a deep breath before pulling away slightly, just so she can look at Olivine properly when she speaks. With her watery eyes, she can't see very well, but she tries to wipe her tears away with the back of her hands. ] I don't want to give him any reason to change his mind.
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He didn't say those words exactly, but... well, the words he did say were familiar to me. I understand what it's like to set aside your hopes for as long as necessary. [As she pulls away, he takes the moment to reach for a small cloth tucked away on a pocket, pressing it into one of her hands.] It isn't my place to bear his heart as I know he would want to... but at least I can say that he does understand why you chose to turn him down.
You're both strong, Weiss, and I don't think this place could best you—especially not together. Seeking your happiness hurts no one else, and it's something you deserve.
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[ Much as Weiss does need the comfort and reassurance, she also knows that what Ragna told Olivine was between just the two of them, and it should remain that way. Olivine's shared more than enough. It gives her hope. One that, unfortunately, would begin to crumble when Ragna ranks himself up and gets himself his own fancy suite. But that is neither here nor there. It's something for future Weiss to worry about. ]
All the more I need your help, then. I want to knock his socks off with what I want to give him.
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