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massochism) wrote2023-12-22 02:50 pm
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Hello, my name is Olivine. I'm a priest of the God of Klein, and I enjoy helping others in my free time. I'm also a healer, so if you ever find yourself in need, please don't hesitate to seek me out for assistance or conversation or both.
I like to think myself quite easy to get along with, and I'm happy to make friends and acquaintances. I've been told I can be a little too optimistic sometimes, but I can't really help it. Ah, and I've been working on myself of late to become more self-confident, with the help of others around me.
For the moment, I'm just looking to make connections. If I can, I'd also like to find something to do with myself—I have experience with several creative endeavours.
I may not be able to offer much now, but I hope to become more helpful in the future. Please bear with me in the interim.
As I mentioned before, I'm a healer and a priest. I also know a fair bit of magic, at least how it works in my own world. On top of that, I enjoy painting and writing.
I have a penchant for trying new things, even when they may seem strange. I'm quite... resilient, when it comes to that.
Oh, I don't know. I like a lot of fantasy books, especially ones with intrigue and romance in them, as well as tomes and history books. I also quite enjoy church music, though... I suppose I just like music in general. Things that are pleasant to listen to and soothe the heart.
I haven't gotten a chance to experience much in the way of food, personally. I do love home-cooked meals and fresh breads, things that are flavourful and comforting.
Well... I think my ideal partner would be someone strong-willed, confident, and warm-hearted. Someone kind and understanding, who can accept me as I am.
Mm... and it wouldn't hurt if he was someone playful and a bit rough. I like it when I'm taken by surprise, in all senses of the word, by someone I trust. Of course... it's also best if they can handle a little playfulness in return.
WINE
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
CLOWNS
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
BATH
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
PIRATES
.05 TITS OR ASS
TITS
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
TEA
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
SWEET
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
SUMMER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
LACE
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
ROUGH SEX
ENFJ-T
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I guess you know me too well already. I haven't eaten too much.
[ He accepts the basket and then leads Olivine from the entryway into his spacious living room, putting it on the coffee table before stretching out a little and patting the space next to him. Only then does he lean over and open it to start pulling out the foods that Olivine brought for them. ]
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[he gives Kaveh a smile in return, squeezing his arm before they're off and moving. there's no hesitation, of course, in joining him on the couch, leaving a little space so Kaveh can decide how much comfort he needs (and so he can eat) but still close enough to provide a little warmth.
inside the basket are mostly finger foods and things easily eaten. a few small sandwiches, some fruit and cheese.]
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Yeah... it's not easy, is it?
[ He's glad for the squeeze of his arm, the smile, the way that Olivine gives him enough space for him to work out what he wants—
Kaveh, for his part, moves to curl up against the other man, head on his shoulder, before he moves to open the basket. And he's relieved all over again, because the other knew to feed him without making it something totally overwhelming, like a full meal... ]
This is perfect. Thank you.
[ And he reaches for one of the sandwiches to start, nibbling on it quietly. ]
Will you tell me what you've been up to lately?
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[his agreement comes with the easy shift to wrap an arm around Kaveh's waist, letting the taller man move to take a sandwich and settle back down.]
You're welcome. I've... mostly been doing the same as always, I think. I've been working on a few pieces of jewelry for people, and taking notes on the seasonal plants in the Vale. Daily training, food preparation... some sketching and writing. [a chuckle.] I suppose I've always kept myself busy.
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Having a routine is important. When I remember to keep to mine, it helps...
[ It's just that when he feels like this, it's remarkably hard to remember to actually keep to it. ]
You make jewelry?
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[An arm settles around Kaveh's waist then, warm and secure. The last thing he wants is for the blond to feel bad about having emotions.]
I do. Most of it has been for myself—you've seen a few of the pieces on me by now. I love how easily one can echo someone's personality in a piece.
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That makes sense. I mean, I didn't know you had designed them for yourself, but there's also something about them that makes me think they wouldn't look quite right on anyone but you. That's art, right there.
[ He hums for a moment, quiet, before he continues: ]
I've thought about it, you know. I have my ears done of course, and since I arrived here, someone pierced my nipple, but other than that I don't have any piercings or tattoos.
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Thank you. I've been making them since I pierced them, so it's good to know my skill has increased.
[the quiet stretches comfortably, as Kaveh settles and finds his footholds amid everything that's happened. and when he speaks again, Olivine nods in turn. this, he understands too.]
I know the feeling... in addition to my ears and nipples, I recently got a tattoo with Sylvain, and he helped me settle on getting my tongue pierced when we first arrived. Did you have a specific location in mind? I can help with most piercings.
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He takes a deep breath, nods as he thinks on it some more. ]
I've thought about my tongue, honestly. You... you know I like going down on people so I feel like it would be kind of a bonus. [ A short, shy laugh. ] Since seeing your stomach, I've thought about that too.
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It's definitely a bonus... if you'd like, I can show you sometime before you make the decision. [because boy do they both like sucking dick.] mm... that said, I can't really give any insight on what it would feel like to pierce your navel, other than that it without probably need frequent cleaning while it healed.
[have they talked about his not being jewelry? Neither of us can recall.]
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And yet it's there as he nods. ]
Mm. Okay, I'd like that. Informed decision and everything.
[ He nods. He vaguely remembers at the comment that Olivine's stomach gem isn't a piercing, but a symbol—something he told the other when they first arrived. Which... makes him wonder. ]
I know you didn't have it pierced. From a visual perspective though it gives the same effect. That's... not offensive of me to say?
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[He's too earnest for his own good, sometimes. But the question makes him laugh, head shaking.]
No, not at all. It is a gemstone, and I do use it for decorating myself. But... this gemstone is something I was born with. It marks me as one of the clan members of the Grand Sorcerer—marks the contract that was made with the original one long ago. I can feel touch on it just the same as my skin.
Rei told us that... someone being born with the gemstone means that the previous contract holder died before fulfilling the terms of it, so it found a new owner. [His hand covers the stone briefly, pensive.] I never understood why I was chosen, but... it allowed me to meet Eiden, and stay by his side.
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He listens to what the other has to say, curiosity and interest open on his features; when he's done talking, Kaveh smiles, and pats his hand. ]
I don't pretend to know how it works in your world, but at least in mine, when someone is chosen for something, it's because they're right for it. Maybe that sounds silly to you, but the way I see it is that you're needed, even if you don't realize it yet.
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Thank you... it doesn't sound silly at all; I'm just flattered you think so. I do feel blessed to have been chosen; it's only that I've never thought myself much more than anyone else. And of course it's brought its hardships, as His chosen one, but I wouldn't trade it for anything.
[squeezing Kaveh's waist, he settles in to relax with him.]
Much like with grief... the temporary hardship is worth everything you gain otherwise.
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His smile is sad, but genuine as he thinks the words over, nods back up at the other. ]
I only met Eiden because I was going crazy after Alhaitham disappeared. And Sylvain, I already knew him from before, but... he helped me out too. It let me get closer to both of them. I think... when you organized that night for us, I might have been a lot more uncomfortable, had I not gotten closer to them both.
[ He's quiet for a moment, mulling over how he wants to say what it is he wants to say. ]
It hurts every day that he's gone, but it's true that I gained something wonderful from it too. Perhaps... with Xie Lian it will be the same.
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[taking Kaveh's hand in his briefly, careful not to upset anything he's holding, he covers it with both of his own, warm as long fingers stroke the back of his hand.]
I'm sure it will, when you're ready for it. And until then, be gentle with yourself... and remember that I'm here for you at any time.
[He's sure plenty of others would say the same.]
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You did a great job of that. I had a wonderful time... I wouldn't be opposed to trying something like it again in the future.
[ Then, he smiles across at Olivine, nodding. ]
Yeah. I'll try. Being gentle with myself isn't always easy, but I'll try.
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[The distraction doesn't hurt the grieving process, he thinks. And even when it's back on display again, it's with that slow understanding, past the sense of being buried under his feelings.]
It's enough that you try. This is a messy situation, after all. You're allowed to stumble and do things wrong. Then you can change it later.
perhaps we're coming up to a wind with this one? :3
Another night sounds good. And... yeah, in the meantime...
[ It's hard, but he knows Olivine is right. It's enough that he tries. That's something he needs to remember. He can always grow and change later. As long as he keeps trying, he can never truly fail.
He squeezes the other's hand. ]
Thank you.
Yes yes! This is probably a good wrap time :>
[that squeeze gets a squeeze back, and loving gently nestles in with Kaveh fully. He has enough movement to get anything to eat or drink, and if he goes to get up Olivine will obviously allow it, but until then... this is their space.]
You're welcome, Kaveh. Thank you for letting me be here with you.